It is getting closer.
My fifth surgery in 2 years.
In some ways I feel I am tempting fate.
How many times can one put themselves on
the operating table and come out ok?
Then the pain sets in and I think it will be worth it.
The date is not yet set but I know it is going to have to
I guess this, like absolutely everything else in life, has to be left in the hands of God. Not easy for a control freak.
I must rest in the fact that HE knows me. HE has a plan.
It certainly is not what I would have chosen, however, HE knows what is best.
I am glad that it is not about fate.
It is about an all knowing God, Who has had a plan
for my life since before the foundation of the world.
Awesome thought, isn't it.
HE knew ME!
Before I was...
Weird, But cool!
Why am I still scared?
I am human.
Oh, so human!